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See you in hell.
[ID: A series of gifs from the Good Omens 2.2 minisode "A Companion to Owls."
Sitis looks disbelieving as she says, "âŠNo. God wouldn't!" Crowley gives an exaggerated frown and replies, "Are you sure?"
Sitis looks horrified and says, "But they've done nothing! They're innocent!" Crowley nods impassively: "So were the goats." Sitis stares at him in horror.
In the cellar, Aziraphale looks back over his shoulder, seeming offended. "God's [side], of course!" Crowley reclines, raising his eyebrows and nodding. "Oh, really. Same God that wants me to whack the kids?"
Aziraphale looks very uncertain, and slowly says, "âŠYes. ButâŠ" Crowley grins slowly, gesturing to Aziraphale and saying, "That's just how it started for me."
Back in the house, Sitis looks devastated and desperate. "If my children are dead, then⊠I will curse God, andâ"
Crowley swings abruptly around the doorframe and rushes over to interrupt Sitis. "WHOA! That never ends well."
At the cliff's edge overlooking the sea, Aziraphale looks on the verge of tears but determined. "Well. I'm ready to go." Crowley asks: "Go where?" Aziraphale swallows. "To hell."
Crowley sits down on the rock and says, "I'm not taking you to hell, Angel." Aziraphale looks over at him, his tearful expression turning confused. "Why not?" Crowley replies mildly, "Well, I don't think you'd like it."
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#good omens 2#good omens#good omens spoilers#a companion to owls#goodomensedit#crowley#aziraphale#sitis#v watches good omens#v posts things#job flashback#me sitting down next to myself on a rock overlooking the sea: still haven't moved past the job story huh#me: nope#i can't stop thinking about the line Edinburgh when Crowley says to Aziraphale#'It's a bit different when it's someone you know isn't it'#it's different when you have to see the effects of your actions on actual people and acknowledge their pain#as opposed to say. the entity on high responsible for the flood and the bet about Job. who then stopped talking to anyone.#Crowley's not really on hell's side but he is most definitely absolutely not on God's side.#reposting this in hopes it actually shows up in the tags this time :'|#id below the cut#And I wrote a lot more in a reblog so if you're already reading down here maybe check that out#flashing gif
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Now, bring me that horizon.
Top: Sparrow by space_lyft
Hair: crest wh*re by gutsngor
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*launches Mr. Puzzles into the air then choke slams him into the ground*
One shot below, if you just want to read it here. Be advised, itâs near 10k now:
Summary:
A tattered, beaten-up Mr. Puzzles plush comes into your possession; it makes you wonder when youâll get to see the real one again.
Tags from ao3:
- The day started off normally enough.Â
There was the usual struggle upon waking to blink the bleariness out of your eyes.Â
Finding clothing in the dark made extra difficult because you forgot that thereâs a light switch in your room. Or, you know, actual sunlight, if youâd thought to open up the curtains.Â
Rummaging around the kitchen for breakfast while continuing to struggle to wake and see through continued blurry eyes.
Taking so long with breakfast and finding clothing beforehand making you end up jogging to work with said breakfast down the sidewalk. The later unfortunate recollection that youâd left your lunch at home.Â
A typical day, really.
But what wasnât typical was being stopped by a coworker at the end of your shift to be given the saddest, most beaten-up pathetic excuse of a plush.
-
A coworker called out your name, causing you to turn back to see what was up.
âHere you go.â Your coworker said without preamble, thrusting a plushie out for you to presumably take.Â
It was one of those long-limbed Mr. Puzzles plush.
âI found this in the dumpster behind the cafe while taking out the trash.â Your coworker was staring somewhere near your shoulder as she continued to speak in a hushed tone. âI felt like I was being watched, but no one was there. Still, I didnât want to tempt fate, so I took the plush out, left the garbage bag, and decided Iâd give the plush to you.â With a quick moment of eye contact, then away, she added. âMr. Puzzles liked you, right? So he  probably wouldnât take it as badly if he saw a plush of himself in such a terrible state if you had it. Instead of someone he thought might have vandalized the plush on purpose.â
Mr. Puzzles sure did seem to take offense to his likeness being destroyed or otherwise ridiculed.
âHe hasnât been to the cafe in years.â Your coworker said bluntly. She then paused, blinked, then awkwardly looked down when she caught a glimpse of the saddened expression on your face. âSorry. I forgot he hasnât visited and you...â Another pause. âI mean, Iâm sure heâll turn up again; everyone on the cafe and your podcast friends miss him too.â Another awkward pause as her own expression twisted into discomfort. âSorry. We know you took him being gone out of the blue the hardest.â Off to the side. âDammit, Iâm shit at this.â
You accept the plush from your coworker as she abruptly thrusts it closer. Then, you watch your coworker randomly walk back into the cafe, but you donât take it personally.
She tended to have trouble looking people in the eyes and spoke bluntly what she felt in the moment, but you always appreciated the honesty.Â
Turning your attention to the plush in your hands with its ridiculous long limbs, you find that you do actually feel bad for this plush version of Mr. Puzzles.Â
Your coworker had been correct; the real Mr. Puzzles hadnât been around for some time. Years, in fact, since you havenât even gotten to speak to him.
It wasnât his fault or yours that the portal between your worlds had been destroyed.Â
You hoped the smgâs would be willing to make another one, but there was no way for you to communicate with them, so all you could do was wait, and hope.Â
âŠyou missed Mr. Puzzles a lot.Â
Smg4 and his friends too, but not as much as the tv headed man whoâd begun to mean so much to you.
Stubbornly swiping a sleeve over your face, you head back home with the poor plush, planning to clean it free of any dirt. But you did have an aversion to putting it in the washing machine, or even in a laundry tub to do by hand, unless you didnât submerge the plushâs head.Â
This was because you remembered Mr. Puzzles couldnât have his metal tv head submerged underwater.Â
You knew this was a plush that you held, and that getting it wet wouldnât do anything, but you couldnât help but fall back into memories the longer you stared at the tattered Puzzles plush. You think you may even have another plush like this (one of many the man sneakily smuggled over to your world, and into this town, some of the people delighted by the silliness of his long-limbed plush).
As you got to cleaning, you take in more details of the incredibly poor condition of the plush.Â
Its left arm was missing from the elbow down, some wires poking out of the cotton inside. Incredible attention to detail, you thought, compared to the other plushies of the same type. You turned the plush over and back to scrutinize the chest area.Â
Why did the tarted fabric show material beneath that looked like the color of the grayish skin Mr. Puzzles had?
It was kind of in poor taste, considering whoever had this plush decided to slash the plushâs chest and torso with what appeared to be a knife.Â
It unnerved you to see what looked like traces of dried blood on the areas of the âwoundsâ with cotton poking out of the cuts too.Â
You hoped it was just ketchup.Â
âŠthere was a lot of cotton poking out of the poor plushie.Â
The color came off with some extra scrubbing, and once you deemed the Mr. Puzzles plush clean, you decided that you couldnât leave the body torn open like that.
It just so happened that you had thread that matched the plushâs oddly Puzzlesâ skin tone colored body, and set about sewing. You were careful to not leave much of the stitching visible, using the ladder stitch youâd learned to use some time ago.Â
Once that was complete, you finally allowed yourself to focus on the worst of the damage apart from half a missing arm.Â
The face of the plush.Â
Usually, it had a mad grin on it along with the eyes that Mr. Puzzles tended to get when he was visibly agitated or feeling a particularly strong emotion. Aka when he was trying to tamp those emotions down instead of flying into a rage.Â
This plushies âscreenâ?
Completely gone.
The plastic was missing.Â
The face itself was cut beneath the eyes, and it looked like someone had peeled the top half of the screen face up and off to the side, cotton practically bursting out from the seams no longer there. Beneath, the was a long cut that tore deeply across the technicolor smile.Â
You used some spare fabric to wrap around the upper half of the plushâs head to prevent the stuffing from coming out further (why you did that, you werenât sure, but it felt right to do in the moment.Â
Tomorrow, youâd sew up the mouth, so it didnât tug at with side of the plushâs head.Â
It was going to take a lot to fix the poor thing, but you decided to do just that.Â
As you set the Puzzles plush up on the fireplace mantle and propped it up against a box you put behind it, you kind of justâŠstared at it for a moment.Â
Just seeing its condition made you sad.Â
You inwardly agreed with your coworker from earlier.Â
The real Mr. Puzzles wouldnât appreciate the sight of a plush in his image so shabby and beaten to.Â
âŠyou missed him.
So, so much.
It had been so long since youâd last seen Mr. Puzzles.Â
Giving your head a little shake, to not fall down those spiraling thoughts, you decided to let the plush dry overnight. Then, you could see what you could do to piece the rest of it back together.Â
Seeing the poor state the plush was still on, you wanted to do your best. It was unnerving that it looked like someone had been torturing Mr. Puzzles via the plush.
~
I was unable to move.Â
It was dark.Â
A darkness stretching out before me with no light in sight.Â
I couldnât see; there was only a darkness that stretched out before me.Â
A murkiness, with any speck of light denied to me.
I was alone, suspended in this dark isolation that seemed unending.Â
Not even my own mind was like this, even if I was alone, because I at least had the light of the numerous televisions all around me.Â
Here?
I had nothing.
It had been a long time since Iâd seen anyone.
Heard anyone.
So long since Iâd last held you in my arms that I almost feel as if Iâd forgotten the sensation, with how trapped I currently was.Â
The fear and terror paralyzed me as surely as my currently useless body outside of this darkness was.
There was no way for me to even know how long Iâd been in this state.Â
It was a shame that whenever I was released from this terrifying prison that I wouldnât even be able to put it to use in a show.Â
I couldnât even say why I thought that, but I presumed it had to do with how I ended up in this predicament in the first place.Â
Now, would this be considered horror, or a thriller, I wondered.Â
It wasnât like I was being haunted by some ghost or being hunted by a creature.Â
Something had caused me to become like this.
Suspense, I guess.
Fear of the unknown when there was a sense of something not quite right, only to be unaware until it was too late.
It certainly felt more horror-esque, considering I was aware and yet unaware to do anything about my current situation.Â
Hm.
I might be able to make something after all.
A freezing chill flowed over me.
Or not.
This was quite unpleasant, and if I could have screamed, I would have done so, regardless of the possible ridicule that may have come from Smg4 or the others, should they happen to be anywhere nearby.Â
The cold slowly dissipated.
I felt a little better, for some reason I couldnât place.Â
Warmer.Â
Almost safer.
Then it was gone.
As I settled into a listless state of unfeeling immobility. there was only one thing on my mind, apart from escaping this place.
I hoped you would forgive me for being away from you for what seemed like such a very long time.
~
Today was your day off, which had now become âfix the Mr. Puzzles plushâ day.Â
You gathered the materials that you thought you might need, including another Puzzles plush to replace what the damaged one was missing.
It seemed a shame to ruin a perfectly good plushie, but for whatever reason, you wanted to fix the Puzzles plush youâd placed to dry overnight on the fireplace mantle.Â
Maybe it was because your coworker had found it in the dumpster, indicating that someone had decided the plushie wasnât worth keeping and had thrown it away? The thought didnât sit well with you, perhaps considering how isolated youâd leaned Mr. Puzzles had been once youâd gotten to know him better. The way the man worried for the longest time heâd be rejected by you, even though you, too, were concerned about the same in return.Â
The whole âthis other person couldnât possibly want me, could they?â
How wrong the both of you had been in that regard.
A pant of sadness, as you went about getting the supplies spread out while reaching for the plush to lie in on the kitchen table, musing where to begin with the poor plush.
The fabric wrapped around the head was hiding the worst of the damage, so you decided to start there.
First, you carefully used as similar colored thread you could find to sew the damage across the technicolor smile.Â
Next, you unwrapped the fabric around the upper half of the plushâs head to begin to push the cotton back inside, and, using gray thread, began to sew the edges of the television screen between the fabric peeled away that held the eyes and the teeth. Then, folding the fabric with the eyes on it back down, you slowly began to sew that back together, until the face of the plush was restored.Â
It wasnât perfect, but no one would be able to tell that the face had all but been torn open with cotton spilling out.
Carefully, you took the plastic screen part off of the other Puzzles plush, and arduously began to attach it to the initially damaged Mr. Puzzles long limbed plushie.Â
With the face of the plush restored, the screen youâd just put over it a near perfect way, you realized that the previous damage to the face was more difficult to see through the somewhat reflective surface.Â
âThere, thatâs better, isnât it?â Smiling at the plush, you look over its âclothesâ and the half missing arm. âItâll be even better when I finish fixing you up a bit more.â Your smile fell as you stared a the plush youâd picked up, holding it under its arms. âI hope Iâll be able to see the real Mr. Puzzles in person sooner rather than later.â Your voice became a hushed whisper as you hugged the plush to you. âI miss him so much. Thereâs so much Iâd like to say to him.âÂ
You prop the plushie up on the table against a box of sewing supplies, and grasped its right hand.
The plush hand was oddly limp.
âBut maybe I can just talk to you, silly as that is.â You flopped the small plush hand in your hand in a wave. âThat way, when I do see him again, it will be easier for me to say some things to him. What do you say?â
Naturally, the plush Mr. Puzzles said nothing.
~
There was a jarring of this cold, lifeless place.Â
It felt like I was on fire, but wherever I was couldnât possibly be a real fire. I felt I would have somehow been able to know, but then again, how could I know that?
I knew nothing but the darkness and the silence, wherever I was.Â
All at once, I regained my sense of feeling in my body, but with that came a variety of horrors that hit me one by one.Â
I couldnât rightly parse through all of these sensations and the creeping fear while I continued to immobile and therefore, completely helpless. This was only slightly made better by the fact that the darkness was slowly leaving my vision, allowing me my sight once more. But what I saw, I could almost not comprehend, and while my sight may have been restored, I found myself unable to speak, no matter what I did.
My body hurt with a deep, painful ache, but that was something I could handle because a massive relief washed over me upon seeing you.
I wasnât alone anymore.Â
Somehow, someway, youâd found me, but there was no chance that you had any idea what youâd found.
As you spoke to me, I yearned to reach out to you. I wanted to wipe away your tears while you talked to me. I so desperately wanted to hold you in my arms, but I wasnât able to as was now.
Trapped.Â
I was trapped and unable to do anything about it.Â
Only watch, as you spoke your hopes and sorrows to me about us reuniting, while you continued to sew up the tears within this body.
When I was back to normal, I was not going to trouble you with just how painful each stitch was, nor how much I wanted to scream and writhe in agony as you sewed the forearm and hand youâd taken from the other plush and attached it to mine.
I had no idea how that would translate when I was restored back to my usual handsome self with my beautiful metal head.
I wouldnât hold it against you, however, since you had no idea what it was um you held in your hands as anything other than a plushie.
That was a worry for when there was a plan to help me change back, and for that, I needed to get you to realize it was me.
To figure out how to have you understand what you held in your hands; that it wasnât just any old Mr. Puzzles plush.
It was me.
The real Mr. Puzzles.
And the longer you spoke to me while putting the finishing touches to the plushâs (my) body, I realized that you had no idea that I wasnât in my home world.
I was here with you, in yourâs.
But for how long?
Was I in danger, or did being in my current state mean that I would be fine?
While you made little fixes to my (stupid) plush bodyâs clothing, I was rather flattered that youâd decided to put together a little ensemble different than the usual long-limbed plushâs of the meâs Iâd brought here to your world.Â
In fact.âŠthe outfit was beginning to look like my suit tailcoat Iâd worn to a party with you, complete with little puzzle-pieces and stars adorning it that youâd likely found at a local craft store.
I loved the care you put into it, even if you thought I was merely a lifeless plushie.
In a way, I was, unable to speak or move.
As the day progressed, you eventually were satisfied with my restoration, and set me back up on the mantle of the fireplace.
I desperately attempted to get your attention, and the only way to do this was to play with the trick of light on the âscreenâ of the plush. I figured out that I could subtly change the expressions beneath the plasticÂ
So many times, I almost caught your attention, but whenever you turned to look at me, you obviously saw nothing out of the ordinary.
I wanted to screen in both frustration and despair.
This wasnât fair.
We were together again, yet I couldnât speak, was unable to move.Â
Useless.Â
This plush body was useless!
Please.
Just let me get your attention, for one moment.
Please see me.
Even if you yourself couldnât fix this situation I found myself in, at least you would have been able to know it was me.
I couldnât stand this; the watching and the waiting.Â
The only time your hands were on me was when my stupid body ended up sliding one way or another on the mantle of the fireplace.
When it happened for the third time, not of my own volition, I was certain youâd have grown weary of it, and put me somewhere out not sight.Â
Instead, you picked me up, and brought me to your bedroom for the night to hug me.
I dearly wanted to embrace you in return, but all I could do in this state was just lie there, useless, as you used my plush body to comfort yourself by holding it close to your chest. At the very least, it was nice to be good for something, despite being unable to speak to you. I couldnât even to let you know that I was there with you.Â
It was infuriating, if enlightening, to be motionless, hearing both your heartbeat and your voice as you spoke to me.Â
Had I been able, my screen would have been lit up bright with a heartbeat covered blush and averted eyes.Â
It took longer than I would have liked for there to finally be an opportunity to get you to see that I was right there next to you until finally, I had one.Â
It was just unfortunate that the way I was able to let you know who I was ended up being distressing for both of us.
To think that my plush body could take actual damage that caused it to bleed made me wonder if Iâd taken more damage right before and after Iâd heâd been in that darkness from before.Â
I couldnât recall how I even ended up this way, and now all I could think of was the very real deep aching pain from my neck.
~
You could not believe that there was just a random dog who just so happened to be near your homeâs front porch that snuck the Puzzles plush away from you to use as a chew toy.
And just a week after youâd finished restoring it!
There were so many branches in the yard, so why couldnât the pooch have gone after those?
You chased the dog around to your backyard, the silly thing thinking it was a great game while it shook its head now and again, which furiously shook the Puzzles plush as well. The play bows the dog gave you when you got close were cute, as wee the snorts of breath from past the dogâs muzzle closed over the plushie. And when you got too close, the dog danced out of range to solidify its actions with the âplayâ part.
It took some time trying to catch the dog before it could dart away, and when you finally got a hold of the plush, you got the weird sensation again that you needed to be careful. You almost immediately let go, however, when the dog thought you were changing the game to tug of war.
But this got the dog to follow you around, and even waited outside on your front porch as you dashed in and back out with a treat in a last ditch attempt to get the animal to galley go.
You werenât so sure why you were so frantic to get the Puzzles plush away from the dog, but here you were.
âHere boy.â You paused, tilting your head at the dog. âOr girl. Câmere good doggy. Look what I got for you.â You held up a dog bone and waved it; youâd grabbed from inside the house to bribe the dog to let go. One of your roommatesâ friends had given some dog bones to all three of you, as a joke, since that friend knew none of you had a pet dog. But hey, it was working out to have those on hand now.
The dogâs ears perked up upon seeing the treat. With a big, wagging tail, the dog dropped the Mr. Puzzles plushie near your feet and sat, intent on the dog bone.
âGood job.â You praises the dog, waving the treat, then tossing it off the porch. With a furiously wagging tail and happy barks, the dog picked up the treat and darted off.
Distantly, there was someone yelling for the dog over the pet having the gall had to somehow jump the fence to run away.
Sighing and shaking your head, you stoop and pick the plush up. You look the plush over after feeling it damp in some places from the dogâs mouth. Your grip shifted and became more firm on the plush when you noted, in alarm, that it was not only saliva making the plushie wet. There was something trickling down the plushâs neck.
It looked like blood.
Unnervingly enough, it was warm and tacky like blood while it sluggishly slid down along the plushâs neck to its upper body.
That was not normal.
Your mind wasnât exactly sure what to make of this, but there was something telling you to help.
Sooner rather than later.
You head back into the house and wrapped the long-limber Puzzles plush up in a blanket, as if this would somehow help whatever was going on. Washing your hands free of dog saliva and blood (?) you picked up the blanket with the Mr. Puzzles plush tucked within. After locking up the house, you hurried down the sidewalk.
It wasnât a very busy time a day, so no one saw you booking it down the sidewalk with a panicked look on your face.
You didnât exactly have a plan, apart from maybe finding something useful in the house Mr. Puzzles used at the edge of town when he visited your world.
Why?
You werenât sure.
It wasnât like you were exactly thinking very clearly right now.
In no time at all, you reached the house.
Standing in the front entryway, you fret about what to do.
Really, what were you thinking? This was a plush you were carrying.
Why would it be bleeding?
Was it from the dog instead?
You were about to leave the house, feeling self-conscious about the overreaction, when you recalled youâd not checked on the portal for months. The house you were in just so happened to be where the portal between worlds was located, safely in the basement, behind a password locked door.
Might as well take a look before you leave. It really was a shame it wasnât working.
Sighing, you walk over to the door to the basement, and, entering an passcode, entered then closed the door behind you.
One safety check passed.
You closed the door behind, and walked down the stairs after flicking on the light. Holding the blanket close, you made your way down the staircase, mind drifting with each step.
What was it you were expecting to find, other than to confirm whether or not the portal was back up and running.
Hope to see other friends again?Â
Sadness that the portal may not be there after all?
You paused at the base of the staircase, blowing out a slow, slow breath as you steeled yourself for disappointment.
Just look.
Might as well get it over, and who knows?
Maybe things will be different this time-
You sucked in a sharp breath, looking first with confusion, then with slowly dawning hope.
There was a telltale light beneath the door on the other side of the spacious basement.Â
It couldnât beâŠcould it?
Holding the blanket with the Puzzles plush tighter to your chest, you cautiously stepped forward and reached out to carefully enter the code to the door. Taking another breath, then  letting it out slowly, you shove the door open and step through it, before leaning back into the heavier door in order to it shut behind you to be resealed.
As soon as you heard the sound indicating the door was secure, you turned.
And stared.
Uncomprehendingly at first until slowly, a smile made its way onto your face as excitement grew.
The portal was back.
It was working again!
It looked stable, the glowing swirl that looked like a galaxy of blue and white.
The portal looked exactly like it was the first time it had been created. And to prove that it was working, the computer on the desk was on.
When you appraised, you were able to see that there was a note that was left open a document.
âSorry that it took so long to fix and stabilize the portal. I hope youâve been doing okay. Itâs hard to tell how much time passes between the two worlds, but since theyâre parallel to one another, the time ought to be similar.Â
Is Mr. Puzzles there with you? No one has seen him for about three years over here.
Is he all right? Tari was wondering, since she mentioned something about seeing him enter the portal, but said she doesnât remember seeing Puzzles coming back through before the connection went down. Even if he did go through, he does have tools over there to keep up on maintenance. Tell him that he still has to fix one of the sheds here in the showgrounds that he put together and then left everything in limbo.
Everything should be good to go with the portal though, so feel free to visit!â
You figured the message was from Smg4, even if he (and 3) merely tolerated Mr. Puzzlesâ presence for your sake. As did many of their friends and acquaintances. Smg3 and 4 were both well well aware that it made you happy to be with Mr. Puzzles, and the tv headed man just so happened to behave himself, for the most part, while around you.
Wait.
You reread the document note, and frowned worriedly.
Mr. Puzzles wasnât in his home world?
For years?
That seemed rather specific, considering youâd not seen Mr. Puzzles for three years as well.
You gaze drops to the blanket and the plush there.Â
There was no way.
You turned the blanket bundle to get a better look at the Puzzles plush.
ButâŠcould it beâŠ?
âMr. Puzzles?â You asked incredulously, as you tentatively checked the plushâs neck again. When you pulled your hand back, you came  away with what was undoubtedly blood, tacky between your fingers. You gripped the blanket near the plushâs head as you leaned over it. âIs thatâŠis that really you? How in the world did you end up like this? Have you been like this for three years? HowâŠwhen didâŠ?â
Questions later.
Right now, you didnât think about the craziness that was the possibility of Mr. Puzzles being turned into a plushie. All you thought was to get him somewhere he could get some help. This also meant that you didnât care about whether or not the portal would remain stable when you use it.Â
âIf this is really you, weâll figure out how to get you back to normal, donât you worry.â You told the plush. Holding the blanket to your chest, you start up the portal, and barely wait for it to form before you step into it.
Once on the other side of the portal, youâre actually met not only by Smg4, but 1, 2, and 3 as well.
Convenient, that.
You hoped that one of them knew what the hell happened to Mr. Puzzles because you sure as heck didnât.Â
None of the Smgâs were able to speak or even greet you as you practically thrust the blanket wrapped around the long limbed Mr. Puzzles plush (possibly the real one too?) and spoke hastily.Â
âI thought this was just some random plush thet my coworker found in the dumpster, but a dog just recently had it in its mouth, shaking it around. And now it looks like the plush is bleeding around its neck like what happens to Mr. Puzzles when he spends too long in my world for too long. Can you help him?â
At least, you believe this is what was going on, as you couldnât think of any other explanation as to why there was honest to goodness blood on the neck of a plush toy filled with cotton.
Thankfully, no one asked questions, because the moment all of them saw the fresh blood sluggishly trailing down from the plushâs neck, all four of them took you seriously that you were serious, that this was actually urgent and you very much were not a joke.
~
There was a wave of relief when I was finally back in my home world, but I wasnât especially keen on being around Smg4 and the others like this.Â
Helpless, and unable to move in this stupid long limbed plush body.Â
There was still the fear that someone would want to take further revenge against me for what I did in the past. Â Â Even if things were better than before, even if Iâd made some amends with a few of Smg4âs friends, I knew there was a long way for me to go.Â
And that not everyone would forgive me.
I could live with that, when I had others I was able to rely on, including you.
It didnât mean that fear didnât rise when I saw not only Smg4 and 3 approach me, but also the ones I leaned were called Smg1 and Smg2.Â
And when my vision was lost again, I was scared.
What were they doing to me?
IâŠ
I couldnât do anything to stop them, but you were there too, and I trusted you. Trusted you to make what you believed to be the right decision to figure out how to get him out of this predicament.
But it didnât change how scared I was that something might go wrong.
I was nervous, in that darkness I was suspended within, while I waited for whatever it was the Smgâs were going to do to me.Â
The longer the darkness continued, the worse what could happen began to filter through my mind.
Would they trap me in this plush, so I would never be able to escape or do anything ever again, to never be able to speak to you or anytime else? Were they actually going to be able to help me return to normal?
Time seemed to stretch out in an agonizingly slow manner.Â
My hearing went next, leaving only silence within that darkness.Â
I held onto the knowledge that you were in the room with the others, and that you would yank my pathetic plush body away should anything happen to go wrong.
The pain soon began, interrupting the usual numbness I had been within. The aches and burning agony began to trickle in, then a fire of sensation rippled across me like lightning.
The sensations like he was being stretched out soon followed.Â
It was uncomfortable.
After being unable to move for so long, I couldnât even begin to fight back against such a sensation. As much as I wanted to, I felt too weak to resist the feeling that was returning to my body.  Despite how unbearable it was becoming, I would withstand whatever was currently happening to me.
I trusted you.
There wasnât any way you would let them hurt me. Not after everything weâd gone through to get to where we were now.
All at once, my hearing suddenly snapped back into existence. The voices around me slowly become clearer, until I heard someone saying my name.
Sensation came back to me, as I realized I could suddenly feel my own body. My own non-plush body, feeling utterly exhausted and in pure agony like I had stayed for too long in your world.Â
âŠI likely had, if my neck was bleeding as a plush.
Someone said my name again, a hand patting my metal head incessantly.
MyâŠmy head.
My television head!
At another thump that rattled my handsome metal head, then my screen flickered on when someone turned the dial on the side of my face.Â
I let out a simulated gasp while convulsing on what appeared to be a flat cot or gurney. My left arm felt significantly lighter than my right. In fact, my entire body felt very heavy, especially what was left of his human body. I felt like Iâd run a marathon, or had been beaten up and tossed down a tall staircase.Â
Unfortunately, you sewing part of the plush arm onto mine did not save my left arm now that I was no longer in that plush form.
It was missing from the elbow down.
But my metal arms and legs could be fixed now that I was home. I was certain that I had extra pieces in the house at the edge of the showgrounds to make the necessary repairs.Â
Once I was more lucid and less like I was just staring off into space, I was able to see just how I was able to return back to normal, and they I had, in fact, been taken somewhere else than the place the portal was.
E. Gadd had been a part of the help, along with the Smgâs.
I must have been out of it longer than Iâd realized, because as I lie there on what was, in fact, a gurney, I found slowly growing dread within my chest.
Three years, I heard someone say.
Had I really been trapped in that plush for so long?
Struggling to make sense of my rather unnerving experience, I had trouble listening in to all of the voices speaking around me.
Iâd been away from you for three years.
And yet, youâd still held out the hope of seeing me again, when youâd believed that I was just on the other sides of the portal.
So much lost timeâŠ
I absently tuned back into the voices speaking around me to avoid the unnerving way that my time as a plush had ruined my sense of time for so long. And as I listened to the explanation provided to me, the whole situation was made worse in my mind.
From the gist of it, I had been in the wrong place at the wrong time.
A simple mistake, that had caused so much grief and uncertainty for you, and suffering as well as mental torture for me.
From the sound of it, someone had been aiming for Luigi, whoâd been working in his flower shop.
I just so happened to be browsing the selection that was being offered. Iâd likely been considering getting you something for one reason or another before everything had gone dark.
King Boo was a name brought up as a likely culprit, or someone working for him, and that Luigi was more than likely the target and Iâd just unfortunately gotten got caught in the crossfire.
But it was neither here nor there, since I was back to normal. It wasnât like I could tell anyone how Iâd ended up in your world, anyway; unless someone had thought it a particularly funny idea to send more of my marketable plushies to your world, and Iâd just so happened to be tossed in with a box of them.
Iâd likely never know.
I would just have to be more aware of my surroundings, out and about, until I could confirm it was an isolated incident.
For right now?
I was just relieved to be in my own body once again, and not trapped within that of a plushâs.
I hummed noncommittally when I heard Smg4 say that he and the others were going to give me some space to get myself back under my own control. I suppose I was rather stiff and felt far more weighty than I ought to have been.
Oh, I was not looking forward to performing maintenance in myself when my motor control properly returned to me. But it was nice to be able to have some privacy to relax and adjust to being able to move again under my own power when before, I was helpless and unable to move at all unless someone moved me.
But the quiet was a double edged sword, as the situation slowly sunk in and the silence reminded too much of what Iâd just escaped from.
It was just as well that I was left alone for a time, as emotions began to overflow, right before I broke down, overwhelmed as well as immensely grateful that I was myself again.
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You waited (impatiently, really, really impatiently) outside of the laboratory room like professor E. Gadd, Smg4 and the others had asked you to. It took quite some time before you saw anyone, which made you a little nervous for Mr. Puzzles wellbeing.
Would something go wrong?
Would the tv headed man be all right?
Would there be any lasting impacts for Mr. Puzzles by being trapped in the form of a plushie (or was the plush itself)?
Either option had its own horrors that came with it, but with both, you were very concerned about just how aware Mr. Puzzles had been in that state.
Did he remember the whole time, only bits and pieces of it, or would Puzzles just think heâd taken a very long nap?
You werenât sure if he would tell you, considering heâd likely not want to think about it long-term. Heâd kept silent on his past actions with the Smg4 crew for a long time, so this could be something that he either touched on at a much later time, or not at all.
Again, it likely depended on how much Mr. Puzzles remembered his stint as an immobile plush.
The time couldnât pass quickly enough.
It seemed like hours had gone by before you were finally allowed into the room where Mr. Puzzles was.
You do think a lot of time had passed, but for you, in this world, it was much harder to tell the time without seeing the sun or the moon. And not to mention the physics and such were distorted here for you. One benefit seemed to be not needing to eat as often, while on the other hand you needed a very long, good nightsâs sleep to feel refreshed.Â
The moment you were offered an open doorway into the lab room, you went immediately with quick murmurs of thanks that youâd be sure to voice better later on. Right now, you were just happy to be able to see Mr. Puzzles. You sure hoped that being shaken around like a dog toy didnât cause him any lasting harm, but since no one told you anything to be concerned for, you hoped he really was fine.
The man was ridiculously durable for someone with a television for a head.
There was always lingering concern that Mr. Puzzles might eventually take too much damage for him to easily recover from.Â
As you entered the lab, and slowly closed the door behind you, the telltale sound of Mr. Puzzles having a breakdown could be clearly heard. You located Puzzles quickly due to this, and found that he was on a small gurney in the corner of the room. You could see that the man was on his side, partially scrunched up in order to make his tall, lanky frame smaller. Mr. Puzzlesâ hand, the only one he currently had, was pressed to his screen, the tear-stained expression of misery visible beneath it.
He hadnât noticed that you were in the room yet.
Slowly, you approached the gurney, thinking it had to have been uncomfortable for him to lie on it all scrunched up like that.
In the same moment, Puzzles almost immediately curled in on himself further.
âMr. Puzzles?â You softly called out, coming to a halt alongside the gurney so he could see you.Â
The manâs left arm twitched at the elbow joint, metal showing with wires sticking out. There were also small cables twisted around one another that allowed for motion, which twitched in your direction. The gloved hand over Puzzlesâ screen parted fingers to peek at you between them with a sorrowful digital eye. It was quick to switch to a softer expression, the âtearsâ remaining as the screen was slowly revealed. A tremulous technicolor smile with digital eyes gave off the impression of immense relief.
Seeing the way his hand dropped self-consciously to his neck with an averted off to the side look, you locate some fabric nearby and offer it to him. You waited for Mr. Puzzles to wrap the fabric one-handed around his wire neck. Seeing him struggle, then pause with a slow tilt of his head, you held out your hands in quiet offer. You allowed Puzzles to gratefully guide your hands to help him secure the fabric around his neck, to help support what remained of his cervical spine.Â
No words were spoken.
Not even when Mr. Puzzles curled his right hand over yours once you tied the fabric off. His hand slid to twine fingers with yours to give your hand a light squeeze, as if in silent thanks. Once Puzzles let go of you, he didnât even have to ask you to join him, when the manâs body language was all but screaming for you to come closer. So you carefully crawled onto the gurney, surprised that it held your weight as well as Mr. Puzzles.
It was a different world than yours with its own set of rules, so maybe it held because it was just assumed it would if someone was on it?
That didnât really matter right now.
You sank into Mr. Puzzlesâ side and wrapped an arm just beneath what was left of his left arm. Your grasp tightened as you realized that Puzzles was really back; that he was really here with you.
Mr. Puzzles slid his right arm out from under you to wrap you in a snug embrace in return. Heâd uncurled himself enough to let you join him, but had almost instantly curved his tall frame around you. He also held you to his chest in a tight, desperate squeeze of someone who feared the one they held might vanish from right in from of them.
You understood the feeling well as you cling back just as tightly.
Another long silence passed, as the two of you just clung to one another.Â
âThank you, for taking such good care of me.â Mr. Puzzles was the first to speak, murmuring softly. His hand pet down along your spine a few times before settling between your shoulder blades. âIâm sorry that you were alone for so long, without me being able to visit you or to speak to you.â There was a short pause, then.  âYour roommates and your âpodcast buddiesâ. Thwy kept you company?â
It was a big thing for Mr. Puzzles to ask that, and without any of the usual derision or scorn. The man had been initially jealous of the time you spent out of his company, up until the two of you had had a serious heart to heart talk about that behavior when it had begun to go too out of control.
âYou were all alone too. Iâm sorry that you werenât found sooner.â You pressed your face into Mr. Puzzlesâ chest, listening to the heartbeat beneath.  âBeing stuck as a plushie had to have been terrifying for you. Iâm so glad my coworker found you and passed you on to me. I donât know what would have happened if youâd remained in that dumpster.â
ââŠI donât care to know. The very idea I ended up in one is worrying enough.â Mr. Puzzles murmured overhead, as he absently nuzzled the top of your head with the bottom of his casing.Â
âCould you hear me talking?â You asked after a moment of enjoying the careful nuzzles.
âIâŠyes, I could, once youâd restored the plush I was trapped as.â Mr. Puzzles said quietly, after a pointed pause. âIt was nice to be able to hear your voice again, even if I couldnât move or speak in return.â
âI hope you know that IÂ meant everything I said to you.â You told him. âAnd I very much donât want to let go of you anytime soon.â
âOh, my dear, youâll find that wonât be a problem at all.â Mr. Puzzlesâ voice, while exhausted, was quick to take on a low, sultry tone while he leaned closer, and drew you closer, in order to whisper alongside your head. âYou see, I do not plan on letting go of you anytime either.âÂ
Your breath nearly left you as the tv headed man clung determinedly to you, even going so far as to hook a leg over yours at the ankles.
âI missed holding you in my arms.â Mr. Puzzles murmured, pressing his metal head in a nuzzle lightly alongside your head. He paused, then, chuckling. âWell, one of my arms, anyway.â A happy static sigh as his fingers pressed down along your back. âI donât want to let go of you.â
âThen donât.â You grip the fabric beneath your fingers. âKeep holding me.â
âI wonât let go then.â Mr. Puzzles let out a slightly hysterical laugh. âI am holding you.â He stated, as if in disbelief. The tv headed man curled around you as much as he was able, in order to hold you as closely as possible to him. âI most certainly am holding you.â  The nuzzling resumed. âI wonât be letting go. Youâre trapped here with me.â Mr. Puzzles lightly teased as he traced fingers along your spine.
âEven if 3 and 4 try to kick us out?â You asked dryly, comfortably sagging into Puzzles while you hugged him around the waist just as fiercely, lest he somehow vanish from your sight. âEven Professor E. Gadd, since itâs his lab?â
âEven then.â Mr. Puzzles agreed, languidly stretching the leg over your ankles before settling it back. Then, Puzzles tucked the lower edge of his metal headâs casing over yours. After placing a quick spark of a kiss from his screen to the top of your head he spoke a low growl of a promise. âI wonât be parted from you so easily.â
The two of you didnât anticipate Mario barging into the lab, though it ought to have been a possibility, considering where Mr. Puzzles and you now were.
Mario came to a halt while watching the close snuggling that was currently occurring on the gurney.
You froze.
Mr. Puzzles let out a static crackling noise.
âThatâs-a so nice.â Mario raised a phone, a hint of a smile visible under that mustache even from a distance. âHow about Mario help you out?â
A snap of the phoneâs camera had Mr. Puzzles lunge up off the gurney, while holding you, and made right for the Italian like he was holding terrible blackmail. Mario no-clipped out of the lab without preamble, leaving Mr. Puzzles to let out a growl of frustration as he got to his feet, and immediately gave chase.
The tv man was unsteady on his feet, but he didnât let that prevent him from stalking after Mario, or from letting go of you.
Yup.
That was right.
Mr. Puzzles was still holding on to you, and was currently actually carrying you in the crook of one arm. This would make it difficult to catch Mario while Puzzlesâ left arm was partially missing, but it seemed that the tv headed man was taking the ânot letting go of you any time soonâ very seriously.
Mario âhelpingâ turned out to be leading Mr. Puzzles on a merry chase until all three of you reached the showgrounds, and the irateness the Mr. Puzzles held began to dissipate conveniently right near the house you and Puzzles used while spending time with one another in this world. Mario winked at you, and, with a glance at Mr. Puzzles, the plumber continued on his way, whistling his theme song as he went.
You didnât comprehend for a moment about not having to run to keep pace with Puzzles.
But then it clicked.
Not only did Mr. Puzzles carry you this entire way, but from his screenâs expression, he was considering whether or not to continue to his pursuit of Mario. You were allowed to slide out of the crook of Mr. Puzzles right arm, where heâd held you propped in the crook of his arm and against his chest (with your arm loosely around his neck to hang on).
âPuzzles?â Turning, you witness the way Mr. Puzzles had straightened up, his screen reflecting his annoyed right now. But you gave him a quick once over, and you were now paying more attention to the way the manâs chest rose and fell with false breaths, the tv headed manâs mechanical supported heart working overtime with false lungs.
Oh.
And Mr. Puzzlesâ dress shirt had three buttons undone and the whole vest was unbuttoned, which gave you a very nice view of grayed skin around the collarbones.
Youâd not noticed the bow tie missing until now, which allowed the sight in the first place.
Ah.
Now you knew what Mario was insinuating.
Giving Mr. Puzzles more one on one time with you, so that he could recover in a quieter location he was more familiar with.
Thoughtful.
But you believed you could get Puzzles to calm down and relax a little more if you happened to tease him.
Just a little.Â
Reaching out before Mr. Puzzles could make a decision on what to do, you grasped him by the open top of the dress shirt. This did quite a lot in securing a rather intense look from Mr. Puzzles. You gave a tug while taking a step in the direction of the house.Â
Mr. Puzzles was startlingly quick to follow you, and even kicked the door in, as if unlocking it was going to take much too long. The man did put the door back, sort of, by propping it in place when youâd let go of him.
By the time you reached the bedroom, Mr. Puzzles was already in the doorway.
You ended up with Mr. Puzzles practically plastered agaisnt you, his arm wrapped around you the moment youâd torn the top blanket off the bed in case of dust.
Puzzles chuckled low in his chest over your head, then he fell backward onto the bed with you, catching his metal head on some pillows.Â
Only to make hacking noises as dust entered one of his vents.
Oops.
Youâd not thought about those.
But the coughing gave you enough time to discover another, non-dusty, big blanket in the closet. By the time you got back onto the bed, Mr. Puzzles had recovered, despite his screen showing a sniffling expression. But it quickly flashed to an eager, soft smile when you cuddled into him again, this time on your right side so that Mr. Puzzles could lie on his left to wrap his right arm snugly around you. The blanket was swiftly settled over the two of you before Puzzles placed several lingering, tingly electrical sparks of kisses along your throat and neck. He ended the perusal with a lighter static against your lips before Mr. Puzzles leaned his screen to press to your forehead to for a time.
âI love you, my dear.â Hushed, nearly inaudible, as a heartbeat line with a flush over it appeared on Mr. Puzzlesâ screen, digital eyes with hearts in them, and technicolor smile lovey-dovey. âI missed you so much.â
A comfortable silenced then a shy stuttering when Mr. Puzzles realized what heâd just said.Â
âLove you too.â You cling to the man to prevent him from scrambling out of bed and he defeatedly sagged into you. âIs that a bad thing?â
âOf course not!â Mr. Puzzlesâ screen was awash with a deep red heart rate, eyes and a self-conscious smile. âEveryone loves me!â
âI think Smg4 would prove you wrong with a few of his friends.â You playfully swat one of his shoulders.  âCâmere.â
Mr. Puzzles indulgently shifted beneath the blanket to allow you to pet either side of his metal head. The uncertainty was still there, but he pressed into your touch regardless.
âWhat I said before? About meaning everything I said to you when I thought I was just talking to a plushie?â You trailed your fingers down along the sides of the television set, before going to rest near the antenna with one hand, fingers gently rubbing the metal there, which drew out a shiver.
âYâŠyes?â Mr. Puzzles groaned softly in response as his metal head leaned to one side to encourage you to keep petting his antenna.
âThat also means that even if you donât say âI love youâ out loud, I can still see it in your actions when youâre around me.â You scoot closer across the sheets to reach for the other antenna and Mr. Puzzles all but dropped his head to your shoulder as his right arm tightened around your waist. âYou gift me things, you spend time with me, you listen to me when I get going on an idea for my podcast. You stay with me if Iâm feeling under the weather, and youâve gotten so much better at giving me the space to hang out with my other friends.â You pet the antenna lightly, before slowly tracing back down over the vents to rest at the back of Puzzlesâ neck. âYou trust me to help you when you need it.â
Mr. Puzzles lazily leaned his body into yours to carefully topple you over onto your back as he pressed his tall lanky body around you again. He didnât say anything but he didnât need to.
The joyful noises beneath the static and the manâs renewed interest in bestowing you gentle zaps of kisses was enough to have gotten him into a loving, affectionate mood again.
But Mr. Puzzles was clearly overwhelmed from both turning back to normal from a plushie, his own words, and yours, uncharacteristically quiet but for the wordless vocalizations as he gripped you in a firm embrace under the blanket.
The two of you would stay like that for hours, enjoying one anotherâs company, until it would become your turn to be given kind words of all you did for Mr. Puzzles once heâd gathered himself together. Sadly, being wooed by your boyfriendâs suddenly low, playful voice as he detailed your actions and gestures toward him would have to wait.
Screaming had begun outside, and from the sound of it, Mario and possibly Smg3 had done something to the carnival rides in the showgrounds that made them run loose all over the place. And one such thing was a bumper car that miraculously (somehow) managed to get into the bedroom of the house.
That was one quick, sure fire way to end the mood.
You did, however, prop yourself up on your elbows and held your head up with your palms to watch as Mr. Puzzles failed miserably in his attempt to shoo the bumper car out of the house.
Not only that, the tv headed man was somehow kidnapped by said bumper car.
Mr. Puzzles pitched forward, head first, into it with a high pitched scream, his legs sticking up annd out. Speechless you watched the bumper car zoom out of the hole in the wall.Â
When Smg4 checked on you to be sure youâd not gotten hurt, you were laughing while peering out the window of the living room.Â
Your poor boyfriend was taken for an impromptu, unpleasant joyride around the showgrounds in a runaway bumper car.
Once Mr. Puzzles finally escaped (with help from Tari and Saiko) the tv headed man hobbled back to the house to sulk. Heâd even half draped himself dramatically over your lap on the sofa (youâd remained in the living room) while you pat his back consolingly.Â
This was more like it.
You had missed the crazy antics of Smg4 and his crew, but youâd also missed just spending time with Mr. Puzzles like this.
And now, with the portal back in place, and Mr. Puzzles no longer trapped as a long-limbed plush, the two of you would be able to make up for lost time.
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leona and jamilâs interactions in 6-67 and their growth
book 6 threw me in for a wringer with leona and jamilâs relationship, and it's funny because i never realized how similar they are until leona was pointing out all of jamil's negative thoughts about himself, as if he knew these thoughts like the back of his hand. tell me i'm not the only one seeing parallels between them:
jamil as a kid was told he was never going to be equal to kalim, because he's supposed to be kalim's servant; having to concede to him at every turn in private and in public.
leona as a kid hearing whispers about how he was so different from the bright falena, and how he wouldn't ever get the throne; all his achievements a mere shadow to anything falena did.
jamil who tried to create an elaborate scheme to pit everyone against kalim, and to subtly kick kalim from his "throne", only for it all to backfire, and for him to be so scorned by having everyone find out that he overblotted.
leona who created a plot in order to secretly reduce competition in the magift tournaments, and tried to severely injure malleus draconia to keep him from playing, only for his plot to be revealed, and for him to give up on trying, thus leading to his overblot.
and then when you think about it, leona probably sees the younger version himself in jamil. jamilâs lust for power is something that leonaâs been through more than once, and he knows how being arrogant can lead someone down a bad path.
the rut that he was stuck in was the fact that he thought he was more suitable than falena. but was leona right for the throne ? or did he just want the throne to prove all the people who slighted him wrong ? and again, with magift, he knew that he didn't have the magic power to beat malleus, but he still wanted to win, so bad that he played dirty tricks.
sounds familiar ? itâs basically what jamil did to try and rip the housewarden seat from kalim. jamil thinks himself more suitable and worthy than kalim but is that because he IS more suitable, or is it because he wants to publicly be better than kalim at something for once ?
thatâs why leona wants jamil to move on past that. he needs to throw away the arrogance that heâs the 'best', and that 'others just donât see his brilliance', becauseâŠhe has a long way to go. leona recognizes his potential. he learned the lesson that jamil is going through the hard way, thatâs why heâs trying to help him.
jamil kept insisting that he could protect leona, because heâs convinced that he is more capable at protecting him, relying on his perception of who he thought leona was, rather than acknowledging his prowess. leona knows that heâs more skillful, and he, in the end, succeeds in getting him to accept that.
when jamil can accept that he doesnât know all that there is, and that heâs at the bottom of the pecking orderâŠthatâs exactly when he can start moving up. thatâs when he can start working on his skills for the future rather than lamenting the fact that others donât see his potential.
and thatâs exactly the lesson that leona wants him to learn.
okay a cookie for you if you ACTUALLY made it here bc whew this got really long really fastâ thank you for reading this far and i hope that you enjoyed my interpretation of book 6âs events ++ leojamiâs growth ^^ (also sorry if thereâs any spelling/grammar mistakes, i shall fix it later)
#/trau rambles#book 6 spoilers below the cut ^^#them when they're too similar#leona when he sees younger him in jamil#and recognizes jamil making the same mistakes as he did#so he goes out of his way to try making jamil understand that he can still change#rather than letting jamil get stuck in the same rut that he was in#bc he sees potential to grow and change in jamil#leona is giving jamil the lesson that he had to learn the hard way#and i just think that. it's. so. ugh.#and jamil finally getting over his arrogance enough to trust leona#and trust in his capabilities to lead and fight#rather than relying on whatever judgement he made of leona#them settling into an almost amicable relationship at the endâŠ.#guys.#ggguuuysss#leona kingscholar#jamil viper#twisted wonderland#twst analysis#twst book 6#twst
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#HELLO me from the future again. more explanation relating to the thing i talked about on the phantump post#that one had the same situation as this oneâ with the shininess. though for this oneâ instead of using a scarlet/violet screenshot#i ended up using the PSMD modelâ like i used to do for megas. this made it pretty crunchyâ but had no shadingâ which i wanted#i've since unshinified the original model from xy and it should look better now. i've left the original crunched up version under the cut#and the original tags of the post below:#trevenant#using the crunchy psmd model for this one again for the same reason as phantump. they both only have OpenCollada variants#which means they're super shiny apparently and when they're facing the camera you can barely see their eyes. so. i'm using the psmd model#the low-poly.. ness⊠is a bonus don't worry
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My (personal) Problem With TOTK's Zelda
I think nothing infuriates me more about TOTK's writing than the fact that Zelda is literally a recycled, WORSE version of herself in BOTW.
What was Zelda's arc in BOTW? - struggling to unlock an important power that will help save the world. - is dreading an impending doom that will be caused by a formidable evil. - by losing/nearly losing those who love and support her, she finds her strength and sacrifices herself to help Link, spending hundreds to thousands of years in an intangible, unreachable form.
Very, VERY well-written and thematically consistent. Zelda had her struggles, her faults and her flaws and grew to be an incredible savior worthy of the prophecy that preceded her. She literally went from 'zero to hero', believing she was the weakest out of her companions (the Champions) to becoming one of the most important. Without her, the story of BOTW wouldn't have happened, and it's thanks to her that the kingdom is saved.
So what's Zelda's arc here in TOTK? uhhh.... - struggling to unlock an important power that will help save the world. - is dreading an impending doom that will be caused by a formidable evil. - by losing/nearly losing those who love and support her, she finds her strength and sacrifices herself to help Link, spending hundreds to thousands of years in an intangible, unreachable form.
Except, in my opinion it's much WORSE and carries much less weight than in BOTW. Why? Because there's one horrible mistake the writers of TOTK made when writing our beloved princess, and it's that...
They made her too perfect.
Idk if this is just me, but I dislike how Zelda was portrayed as this 'perfect, flawless and talented princess' who can do everything as if it was as simple as breathing for her. I didn't like how she suddenly became good at cooking at this game (referring to that one side quest with the meat and rice bowl). I loved the hc that she was a terrible cook, but even if she somehow learned, I wish it was mentioned how Link taught her or how she works super hard to become good at something she previously wasn't. I wish it was touched upon how she was an isolated princess who only had books for access to the outside world. I didn't like how it seemed she was suddenly a proficient explorer who knew all plant species and animals just because she 'read' about them (reading doesn't count for crap if you have no field experience!). It almost seems like every skill Link was good at is suddenly also Zelda's skill, aside from fighting. I don't like that. It makes them feel less unique from each other, and makes Zelda feel like she's copying Link in a sense. I wish Zelda had more obviously 'book smarts' while Link was more of a 'streets smarts' person.
Also, they completely forgot to give her any flaws. No struggles, no real issues, no intrapersonal problems at all. But what infuriates me the most to the point I see red, is this:
"Oh? You're struggling to unlock a new power you've never used before but desperately need to in order to go home/save the world? Lemme give you a quick pep talk and you're suddenly a master at using it, no struggle to learn needed yippeee!!!!!!"
Yeah. I don't like this.
I get it. In BOTW, Zelda had no proper mentor with experience to teach her to use her Light power. She had to figure it out herself, with everyone putting pressure on her, thus stunting her development further. And here, Zelda had supporting loved ones with experience in magic who can actually teach her. But come on...
It feels like such a lazy cop-out, and stomps on the beautiful arc Zelda had in BOTW when unlocking her power. It also sucks that it happens off-screen too, as in the next memory Zelda is suddenly proficient at time magic.
Zelda doubted herself. She was carrying pounds of self-loathing and frustration because she couldn't do the one thing she was destined to do. She felt useless, a failure and felt as if the Goddess herself was ignoring her. THAT is a character with struggle. THAT is an interesting protagonist. It is almost never fun when a character instantly learns to use a new skill they've never used before, or even knew existed-- and even WORSE when it happens OFF-SCREEN.
Of course, these are just my opinions though, and I'm sure many other people have different views of Zelda in either game. Feel free to rebuff my statements or even just continue the discussion! That's what these rant posts are made for, lol.
#totk#tears of the kingdom#zelda#legend of zelda#loz#totk zelda#botw zelda#breath of the wild#princess zelda#theory#rant post#totk sonia#queen sonia#totk has other flaws too (esp with Ganondorf) but Zelda is one that's always irked me#I absolutely love BOTW Zelda with my whole heart so it sucks to see her character trampled on in the sequel#WE DESERVED A PLAYABLE ZELDA#also should I make a sequel post bc there's more I wanted to say but cut out bc this post would get too long#like how Zelda literally had no arc in this game#and every problem she encountered was so impersonal compared to BOTW#tell me in the comments below /j#I'd also like to make a bonus post voicing my suggestions on how to fix her story#or at least make it more interesting#sound gucci?
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hi i made some soriku pride icons based on the headcanons i have for them! i also have alternate versions that iâll post separately where i adjusted the colors of the characters themselves to reflect the colors the flags!! i had a lot of fun with these so if anyone wants them with a different flag id probably be down to make that!
please like/reblog if you use! :)
edit: alternative versions here!!
iâm gonna ramble a bit about my headcanons below the cut lol
for sora:
i see sora as pansexual and arospec!!
as an arospec person myself i relate a lot to what sora says in the character files about not really getting love so i hold him being arospec very near and dear to my heart!! i think differentiating different kinds of love is confusing for him and i donât know where he falls on the spectrum (and i donât think he does either!!) but heâs somewhere along there so that is why i used the arospec flag!!
that being said, i do think he experiences attraction to some degree and i donât really see gender influencing his attraction at all so i hc him as pan. bi could also work but i personally identify more with pan and love to project lmao
for riku:
i see riku as gay, demisexual, and trans!!
riku has only really shown real interest in sora throughout the whole series (since him being like âiâll share the paopu fruit with kairiâ was a way to get under soraâs skin) so weâve only seen him as attracted to a guy so thatâs why i see him as gay! also his whole interaction with shiki in dream drop just fucking screamed that heâs gay and please get this girl away from him oh god
i donât have a reason for hcâing riku as demi i just feel like the vibes fit lol
i am a riku is a trans man truther!!!! i donât really have a canon supported reason for this either i just love the headcanon that heâs trans. you know for a fact he wears his binder way too long bro someone tell him itâs bad for him please
also i have the trans flag for both of them above, but im really only hard set on riku being trans. however, t4t soriku is very sweet and i love it so much đ„ș
anyway rambling over, thank you for reading lol
#i know these arenât the best but i had fun and thatâs what matters!!#iâm anxious i got the flags wrong but i tried to look them up but aaa idk#if i got the flags wrong lmk#if you read my ramble below the cut thank you and lmk what you think!!!#i want to see other peopleâs takes#kingdom hearts#sora#riku#soriku#icons#kingdom hearts icons#soriku icons#pride icons#pride#gay#pansexual#demisexual#arospec#trans#i yap#kh rambles
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Veilguard loves & hates:
Love It:
the banter!!
overall the armor is very cool looking
don't really have to take a balanced party (but detonations help A Lot)
enjoyable mix of linear quests and exploration
at least some puzzles
more qunari lore that isn't "qun bad chantry normal"
GORGEOUS locations fr. like under the sea? you kiddin???
a lot of the quest location and actual quest designs were intriguing and engaging
the soundtrack on the quests was better than the main theme, in most cases
only experienced one bug (on PS5) so far and it was fixed with a reload
THE HAIR!! love that I can change it oftenâand I DO because there are so many cool options!
honestly the whole CC is very excellent
im in love with all my friends đ„Ž and my friends love each other!! much more successful found-family vibes than Inquisition; more akin to DA2
so much talk about food and using food to come together and show love!!! big fan of that
I CAN PET AND HUG ASSAN (and will. all day.)
I do wish I could hug or interact with my romanced companion....but the overall romance and amount of references to it were acceptable. more than enough to get me daydreaming about my Rook and Taash đ„°
Rook's idle animations near the edge of something make me smile
the final battle (like the whole set of quests) felt appropriately dramatic and significant
my completionism paid off :}
the emotional stakes!! I cried like a baby more than once.
DREAD WOOF \o/
the ending (the one I got this round anyway) felt relatively satisfying, even though **
Hate It:
no lighting swap for the Inquisitor CC
no warning before the first major decision point/point of no return. never had my coffee date :(
no armor/outfit dye mechanic, and my god some of the color combos are.. certainly choices
no crafting system
very few legitimately casual outfit options
the main theme sounds like Harry Potter to me
so few meaningful callbacks to past games and choices... it felt impersonal and disconnected from previous game experiences
the way certain areas are walled off (either exploration areas during quests or vice versa) by some nebulous white haze is lazy
I love a DIY home base in my viddy games, but the decor mode is basically pointless. like that's time that could've been better spent elsewhere (like maybe improving the above point??)
loading a save drops you at a respawn beacon, so I'm always forgetting what undiscovered location I was gonna explore next
combat can be fun but is often an exhausting mash of swipe-and-dodge, since unless you use a companion's Taunt skill, every enemy will prioritize Rook for no reason, minus a few swings at the companions here and there (in Adventure mode)
no dedicated Open Map or Open Journal buttons
can't talk to solas whenever I want :(
the evanuris altars are boring. at least the fen'harel ones have some challenge to them, even if it's not a very difficult one
Davrin's talk about the Dalish is.. idk. mixed bag (update: I like his arc though, and Bellara provides another great perspective!)
the Crows are a good and benevolent organization now?? I thought Caterina abused Lucanis? I need to reread his story but it really felt like the writers didn't.
humorous dialogue options are rarely actually funny
dialogue trees don't flow very well, especially if you take one of "more information" options. they need better transitions
too much mythal đ€
**the ending left me with quite a few unanswered questions AND made my Lavellan look a whole-ass fool (I will be headcanoning otherwise, because I am a whole-ass fool)
#ellster speaks#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dav spoilers#though i tried to keep it general and avoid actual spoilers#dragon age critical#bioware critical#(just in case someone expected to see an empty hate list below the cut?)#will update as other people's reactions remind me of things#since i did not in fact update as i went đ
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âand maybe alsoââ ??? care to elaborate on that sweet jade?? <3 is there someone besides alhaitham who would grab your face, a bit forceful but immediately softening the grip, just like the eyes once they land on yours⊠:3
how it feels receiving this ask btwâŠ..
ermâŠ..maybeâŠmaybe that guy from hsr what was his name again ummozeâŠ..i donât rllie remember tho but he was kind of okay looking i guessâŠ..đ«Ł
AHHHHHSKDNDKSA MANU đ«Łđ«Łđ«Łđ«Łđ«Ł HEâS SO STUPID BUT HEâS SO FINE ! Like the way he doesnât mince his words i know heâd be rough like in THAT thirst you wrote my eye is twitching at the thought because that text post is so m*ze from your âguard for hireâ fic coded OMG AND NOW IâM UNWELL THINKING ABOUT IT becauseâŠbecause i know his hands would feel so calloused against my skin and the initial little jerk when he grabs your jaw and tilts your head to look at him eeekz i literally havenât thought about hsr in a bit but i recently found out mr reca is a memokeeper ????? speeding thru this mission and TAKING NOTES moze/memokeeper!jade mirror sex we are so back JUDTKIDDING IDK !!!!!
#â đȘđŒđŽđŒ#i apologize in advance if u read below the cut i didnât consult PR about this ask (i just typed and post T T)#i donât selfship w him yet but gray had come up with crowkeeper as shipname (becus i thought everything sounded ugly LOL) but that is so#cute ??? IDK WEâLL SEE MAYBE SOON MAYBE NEVER MAYBE WHEN WE INEVITABLY GO BACK TO XIANZHOU IDK !!!!!#⧠mutuals â ê° manu ê±
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Thereâs this abandoned building I walk past most Saturdays and it gets papered a lot, and this week was some new aggressive âvote tr#mpâ signage, and I legit cannot tell if itâs parody
#like I can 1000% see a white dude in a red hat and camo bald eagle t-shirt gleefully putting this shit up#tw america#below a cut because no one actually needs this crap on their dash
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of all of the dumb ideas i've had, this is certainly certainly one of them...
a (prototyped) AF ts2 bodyshape remapped to work with ts4 textures. featuring lilith's watermelon skins and a s3m skin i forgot which i'm sorry
anyway this started as wanting to figure out if it was possible to convert the ts4 hands to ts2 but have the mesh otherwise compatible... and it's probably possible but everything snowballed once I realized how bad the ts2 mapping is--
(why is there a UV seam through the nail of the thumb? why are the feet mapped like that? why are the arms split down the middle?)
--a-hem. anyway, and then i wanted to just see if it was possible to make a ts4 body compatible with ts2, but ts2 (i guess) predates some nifty advancements in rigging meshes and modern video game logic so the limbs just looked weird and bad and i eventually decided that i hated it.
i previously shared some some prototype testing from this stage
so the final step was just to redo the ts2 body mapping. obviously.
lmao the hands and feet alone are 2/3 the current polycount
so i cut off the hands and feet, bumped the overall polycount, smoothed some stuff out, lowered the poloycount on magicbot's high detailed ts4 feet, edited the ts4 hands to have 3d nails and completely rebuilt the thighs and calves because i clearly hate myself.
the current product is somewhere between the base ts4's and io's bodyshapes and if i was a smart woman i would have used the tattooer to help figure out the remapping but i am not a smart woman so it looks weird with some painted on clothing textures
so yeah. idk what's going to come of this, but it's been my pet project for the past month so maybe i'll take what i've learned from here and make compatible meshes for other ages and the male frame... but also this might just stay a fun experiment because idk if anyone besides me is going to be interested because this obviously is not compatible with anything in the game already but this is what i do instead of making usable cc lmao
but honestly, i'm currently sleep deprived but i learned a lot more about blender and weight painting and retopology doing this so it's not been a total waste
also tumblr please don't nuke this or my blog i'm begging you
#nykteia.blender#censored naked sim below the cut#you can't see anything promise#i am sleep deprived so this is rambling
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Even though we never said it to each other - we knew.
Original artwork by washanapple @ X
Flower and Plants pack by KraftyKreations @ DeviantArt
#see below the cut for the inspo and resources#trying to do cinematic shots#i give high praise to all of you that do cinematic gposing#you're what I aspire to be#ffxiv#ff14#ffxiv gpose#koana#koana x wol#renoux luna
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Another person with "won't rp with all female/woman blogs" in their rules, another time for me to be full of confusion.
Technically my blog doesn't break that rule as I have enby and male muses. But somehow I doubt enby muses are included, and most of mine (because of how they present) would probably be seen as 'Woman-Lite'. Which as a nonbinary person myself (who is sorta woman aligned but sorta agender too) is quite frustrating. LOL. Like...I totally respect any and all rules but...this one confuses me ngl. LOL . And also, I feel like it's somewhat unfair because....it's assuming a lot about people with all women blogs. Like...maybe they just happen to have more muse for female characters. Idk.....just seems strange (to me).
Obviously, no one has to RP with anyone they don't want to. But I can't help but think this rule is kinda biased tbh. And like not in the sense of being (internalized) misogynistic necessarily (though maybe tbh, depends on the person and their reasoning behind it), but in the sense that they're biased against a blog just because of the gender makeup of their muses which is not something people necessarily do purposefully. Like it just depends on what muses people have inspiration for, tbh. And I don't see anyone (so far) saying no to all man-blogs. Which IMO makes it a sorta unfair double standard. But I digress.
I don't think people with this rule are necessarily misogynistic, I just think they're closing themselves off from a lot of fun RPers and RPs because they think all all women blogs are the same which tbh is not the case. Every blog is as unique as the mun who writes it. And I think people need to remember that.
Also, I tend to have more muse for my women and enby muses. Does that make me less worthy as an rper? I hope not tbh. The only male muse I really have consistent inspiration for is Jaskier. And tbh, idek why that is. Like....it could be his queerness. But Benedict is also queer, and my muse for him isn't as consistent. So I really don't know.
I didn't follow this mun, of course. But I just...will forever be confused by rules like this one. And tbh, I don't see that changing. LOL
#sometimes i see so much beauty i dont think that i can cope (out of character.)#ooc#(ooc.)#(out of character.)#negative cw#i really hope this rule doesn't take off in the rpc or i'll be in trouble lol#like idgi#how can you want interactions for your women muses but refuse to rp with other people's#it just doesn't make sense to me#like fair enough if you only want to do m/f ships as either the man or the woman#but shipping is not the only option for threads!#muses need friends and enemies too#and where does that leave enby muses?#i just am so confused LOL#i will probably never understand the ideas behind this rule and idk if i want to either LOL#more ranting thoughts below the cut#feel free to check them out if you want#nothing major just...i am so confused
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PLOTTER / SHIPPER
taken from: my alcryst blog :^)
tagging: the person reading this :index_pointing_at_the_viewer:
1. PLATONIC
Write about your muse and their idea of friendship. Ex. how is your muse like around their friends? Do they make friends easily or do they find it difficult to connect with others?
Shez makes friends easily and isn't shy about talking to people. Her adoptive mother made her the one to go out and talk to people on their behalf, so Shez learned how to negotiate and foster good relationships with the people in village and down in town. She has natural charisma and a straightforward, easy-going nature that makes her seem approachable to many.
While Shez usually runs as a solo merc unattached to any company, she makes it a point to stay on good terms with most of the people she meets. A merc hired by the other side one day might end up being an ally on a future job, or an employer happy with her services might recommend her to their friends for work. Word of mouth is essential to getting your name out there, and so Shez considers networking an important part of her job.
3. ANTAGONISTIC
Write about your muse and the conflicts they have with other people. Ex: who are they on bad terms with, what kind of people do they not get along well with, how do they act around people they donât like
People in general: Following up from the last section, Shez tries to stay on good terms with most people. You never know who you'll be working with in the future, so she's not keen on burning bridges. Even when it comes to a merc on the enemy side, at the end of the day a job is a job. Mercenaries and rank-and-file soldiers are just like her, hardworking people risking their lives for shit pay, and Shez knows it's better not to take it personally. She doesn't have a problem with killing them either; after all, a job is a job.
While Shez doesn't go out of her way to antagonize people, that doesn't make her conflict-averse. She is very comfortable with confronting others about things she doesn't like and telling them to knock it off. She just picks her fights carefully and tries to let difficult things roll off her back.
The Ashen Demon(s): Byleth is a very special case, as they were the one to cut down Captain Berling and her friends in Berling's Mercenaries. Because she was close with the other people in the company and had gotten used to the safety and stability of the group, having that taken away so suddenly on top of nearly dying herself is... a lot. Six months on Shez is still struggling with her grief, and the little gremlin in her skull telling her not to let it go, to get revenge, keeps the wound raw and festering. In Three Hopes she only sees Byleth again after the two year time skip so I'm excited to explore Shez's feelings on meeting them now during the academy phase!
3. ROMANTIC
Write about your muse and their relationship with romance. Ex. are they searching for love or not interested in it in the slightest, whatâs their dating history like, how do they act around crushes, how would they treat their partner if they were in a relationship.
no time for dat. Shez lives fast and knows she'll likely die young, so she's not looking for a romantic partner. Flirting is fun, something she enjoys and would entertain from someone she's attracted to, but balks at the idea of a serious committed relationship.
4. CONNECTIONS
write about how our muses could connect with each other! ex. what does your muse like to do that other people would be involved in? do they have interests that other people might share?
Shez's current purpose in life is to get strong enough to defeat the Ashen Demon. She's also always down for a friendly fight or three, whether it's receiving a challenge or asking one of the professors for a spar. Her fighting style doesn't strictly adhere to any one school of thought, instead it's cobbled together from different moves she's picked up over her years as a merc. The way Shez fights is fast and a little reckless, always aiming to surprise the enemy and put them off balance just enough to overwhelm them. She even likes to get flashy during low stakes one-on-one fights with effortless spins and flourishes of her sword(s).
Shez's powers are still a mystery to her. She doesn't keep them secret and would actually welcome people to figure it out for her. The "shapeshifting" isn't something that she can do on her own easily, but being able to call a sword from thin air is very nifty.
While the Church is paying a stipend for her to be here, Shez hopes to continue her mercenary work on the side to keep her name from getting forgotten and also to build up a nice bit of savings before graduation. She will also accept jobs for your muses on a short-term basis provided that the pay is good.
Because Shez has spent much of her life broke as a joke, she's used to scrounging and scrimping to get by. Muses who have also had to rough it out will likely relate to her.
#headcanon#im never sure if i want connections to be 1st above the cut or 4th below so i'm putting it 4th and seeing how i feel about it#woke up in a cold sweat today like âwait shez needs a plotterâ
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mutuals tag your fucking porn please
#like đ#good fucking morning???#mariâs mutuals#mari rants#asexual#asexuality#tw pornography mention#actually ace#actually asexual#i do not. want to see that#i do not care either if itâs below the cut.#if the post looks innocent enough i WILL be looking beneath the cut#unless thereâs a warning#or#i dunno!#TAGS
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